Run away or run further in to the light, to the hope. Rest to escape or rest to embrace the change — the unknown. Sleep awake or sleep deep where you are safe, feeling home. Dare to desert or dare to dream a life of peace, life that’s whole.
stretch
something awfully quiet telling me to run against the grain ever so slowly taking away joy carving out painful hellish endurance . maybe someday it will end . only then will I understand how to be bigger
All is Calm, All is Bright
Reflecting on liminal spaces and sacred moments in time.
Void
What is it To be loved, To be adored, To be taken care of? / Why do I have to beg For your attention Or your friendship Or your affection? / How is it On the other side Of every phone call Where I provide? // I’m tired of asking And asking And asking For … Continue reading Void
For the Best
Some thoughts & encouragement around moving on from my dream job.
better & best
i don’t know what i did to deserve you, but if i could i would go back in time to do it all over again. // i wish i met you sooner so i could love you longer, but we were different people then. maybe we never would have been. // i feel like i’ll … Continue reading better & best
a lament for the victim
Jesus. When my heart is this heavy, I find it really hard to find the words. I don’t even know what to ask you for. My spirit is grieving. I know that your love covers all, but I’m begging to feel it. I’m begging for your peace and patience. I know I have sinned a … Continue reading a lament for the victim
just before I fall asleep
prayer is my favorite blanket - nothing is as cozy or warm. I love being wrapped up in it, closer to the heavenly Form. BOM
the wanted
i feel like we're chasing the sunrunning out of timewe won't always be youngwe're searching for just a bit of warmthdon't want to be left out in the coldit’s worth its weight in goldthe weight of you is nothing newi've never seen a sky so blueoff the beaten path, it's their main dragthis old train … Continue reading the wanted